I don't dislike drugs

song

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 20:22:23 GMT

i like that song by bush; little things. It 'reminds' me of someone elses past. strange? yes. this girl i knew, for some reason whenever i hear the song i think of her past. the shoit i read about her in her journals. I imagine her going totally goo-goo for someone with Gavin's "(singer from Bush) looks ya know? wish i looked like him. maybe i;m gay forthe guy. w/e
i need dope.

so what,,, so what (live 1990)

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 18:19:17 GMT

HIGH kids. who wants to party? my last comrade in highness has called it quits so I'm the last on the field. does that make me king? or a straggler?
Shit, the only love I've ever known was from the tip of a needle and I've accepted that love. All you haters that call me and my like scum and worthless trash can go fuck your selves. I've never stolen to get my shit I've never intruded on your existence. I do what i do without involving you so fuck the fuck off and go back to your cubicle and drown in paperwork faggits. leave us alone cause we have never fucked with you. And if you want us to we will and you''ll oh so regret it.

Tip top Niggers =]

old habits

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 08:41:10 GMT

kal's back to his old tricks. using on the regular. With not the least bit of regret.
Well, I do miss having folks to hang out with when i use. ah well it's just the same once I'm high.
gonna pick up tomorrow and spend the day dazed as fuck.

tip-top kids!

so close...

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 22:22:29 GMT

god i need druuuuuuuugs!!
somebody help me....

so low...

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 18:12:58 GMT

been clean for about 3 months. I don't like it one bit. ok, maybe a little bit. i'd rather be high though. shit's just so hard to get though. and you'd think living in trenton i'd be able to score easy. then again, with the combinationg of having a completely anti-drug room mate/landlord and not having a spike (which is my highly prefered method of using) it's quite a task getting 'relaxed'.
Another wrinkle is that my girlfriend is in rehab now and she's excited about us having a new start when she gets out. i'm excited too but all i've been thinking about is getting high again. i miss it